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Showing posts with label fido. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fido. Show all posts

Saturday, March 15, 2014

" I AM NOT AFRAID OF TOMORROW, FOR I HAVE SEEN YESTERDAY AND I LOVE TODAY!"


Where do I even begin. I have been so overwhelmed, stressed and beyond exhausted with all that has been going on lately. My mothers cancer has gotten worse and since her scare in January I have been traveling back and forth to take care of my mom. I have always been susceptible to colds and flu's. Every single time I have returned home I've had either strep throat, bronchitis, high fever and so weak I can't even carry my bags out the airport. Jetlag, lack of sleep, stress and worry has been all I'm used to. This would be literally my 11th time going through long TSA lines, running to catch my plane cause I couldn't make it to the airport on time, waiting 6 hours in between connections, hopping from one plane to another and having to clean it after each ride, 5 hours of sitting on a plane trying to catch up on rest but I can't cause I can't find a comfortable position. The best way to explain how I feel when I return home is like getting hit by a truck. I kid you not I flew in Wednesday evening and asked my husband to take me straight home so I can lie down and rest. I slept until the next day 24 hours literally. Didn't eat or have the energy. When I did get up it was for 15 minutes to make calls about bills etc. and went back to sleep until the day after. It's Saturday right now and I can say I officially caught up with my sleep. Now I have to juggle working and taking care of my kids. With that all being said where in there can I say I spent time with my own family? I've been so worried about everything and anything and even the things I can't control I worry about. My marriage seems to be suffering and to be honest I have no energy to even care. That's the sad, blunt truth. I have done nothing but fight with my husband about bills, finances, time, money and the kids. That's just to name a few. I've gotten to the point where I have no feelings what so ever and that scares me. I don't want to be this way.  I cried for weeks straight, I've screamed in a pillow more than 10 x's a day especially when I was caring for my mom. She's not a easy person to take care of by the way. She's in denial, she's angry and she takes every opportunity to take it out on me. Every time I leave her to return home she tells me she hates me and why do I do this to her? I am so used to wearing sunglasses constantly regardless of sunshine because my eyes are so swollen from crying all the time. The public would probably think I was some kind of dramatic piece of work. When I leave my kids to see my mom it's the same routine. I break down and cry on the plane because I miss them and I hate what we're all going through. I don't know if there is another word worse than overwhelming that can describe what I feel. I feel like that word doesn't give justice to how I'm feeling. 



But than I decided to pray! How selfish have I been to forget to PRAY? Especially through this time with my mother? How undeserving, unworthy can I be to forget to ask my father in Heaven for help, guidance, faith and strength. I carry the world on my shoulders and think I can do what my poor little heart wishes it can then it crashes down on me and I melt. Just like that! Who am I to seek the Lord when I feel it's convenient! Who am I to ask the Lord for help when I never obeyed his every word. Who am I to ask for forgiveness if I continue to disappoint him by making the same mistakes? With the millions of things that cross my mind daily why have I not taken a second to kneel down and PRAY? When I started to feel distant from my husband, my siblings, my father and even my mother I questioned where my life was heading. What am I really mad about? What am I really fighting with my husband about? Why do I choose the decisions I do? This is in fact is one of the hardest plans God has made for me. To sit and watch my mother die is the hardest thing to do. The sacrifice I've made is hard to deal with. The fact that I feel like giving up is something I'm not used to. I've always tried my hardest in anything I put my efforts into. But all of this is just too much for me. Even with all these confused feelings I still prayed. He's still my father and he'll still listen. I knew ONLY the LORD can clear my mind, my worry and my heart. I knew he would bring peace and walk me through this path he paved for me. When he chose this plan for me I thought I was ready. I thought I could fight this fight and apparently even the fight my mom was fighting. Cancer? Pssst I got this! That was my attitude! But I was so wrong. There has been curves in this road, windy, steep parts of this road and even missing sections to the road where I had to jump across or ask for a hand to help me over. I thought I'd be able to walk it all alone and hold my head high through the process. But how can I walk this type of road alone? How can I hold my head high when I have to wipe my tears and sometimes look away to make sure the coast is clear? 


So when I cried again a long, exhausting night and stared at the ceiling, the only thing I had was PRAYER. Even if I doubt myself or question myself I still turned to my father in Heaven. I knew he would listen even when I was silent or didn't know what to say. He heard my heart! The one person I thanked the Lord for (which was my husband) was who was getting the bulk of my attitude and that wasn't fair. If there is anyone that needs and can walk this road with me it would be my husband. I don't know how I can be a good wife, mother and daughter without sacrificing some time from each of them? So where do I draw the line? Simple.



I'm taking care of ME! Is that selfish? No......why? Because I can't be sick and expect to take care of my mom. I can't be exhausted and expect to come back to my children who have been waiting for my arrival for weeks just to sit down and eat or play. I can't be so strong to take care of my mother 24-7 with literally 2 hrs of sleep a day and come home to my husband who really only wants to hold me and embrace the fact that I'm in his arms. These are the things that matter most to me. So I need to take care of me! Take it slow. Day by day and let the Lord, my husband and my family HELP me! I have to accept it because I'm just driving myself crazy. I'm wiping my tears and putting on my mommy, wife, sister and daughter hat. I don't know how I'm gonna find the balance between it all but I promise I won't go through the same heart ache if I can avoid it. I beat myself all the time when my mom expresses her feelings towards me in such a hateful way but she has to understand I am a MOTHER too! I have to stop throwing all my problems on my husband because he can't tell me how to feel. He can't do anything about my mom throwing fits so telling him everything I go through at once could be overwhelming for him I'm sure. When I go home I've tried to make it an appoint to do just that BE with my family. Not with my mom, my siblings or anyone else for that matter just them. My husband and my kids. They deserve my attention. I've finally learned that and I know I'll struggle because I still can't figure out what I'm gonna do. But, I'm gonna LET GO and LET GOD! Shout out to my mommy who I miss with just writing this short post. Despite of what I go through and what I've been through with her she still holds a big place in my heart. I love her. Another shout out to my husband. I don't know if one day he'll stumble on my blogs but when he does hopefully he smiles that I mention him so often. lol Maybe this post not so much but he knows I love him. Even when I throw my hands up and think I'm giving up I find myself praying for him more than myself. There's no other Jude in this world and I can't ever replace him so I've never giving up. I love you honey! Thank you for being patient with me and for saying YES when you wanted to say NO only because you knew it would break my heart to say NO. Thank you for calling me at odd hours of the night when I was so tired  and gave you a cranky hello because even that small gesture reminded me that you were thinking of me. Thank you for rushing me to the airport constantly only to see me walk away from YOU. Thank you for loving me even when I wasn't lovable. Thank you! 



To my Heavenly Father who has always been there for me THANK YOU! I know this will only make me stronger! I know you wouldn't put me through something I can't handle. You know me better than I know myself . I'm sorry for being the child I know you raised better than that. You'll always be instilled in everything I do. I may not know it but I feel your presence, your glow through my children especially. My little angels. You've blessed me as a mother to these children and I know I haven't done a great job in taking care of them but I won't give up. You've made me that way! I am so grateful for you Lord and again THANK YOU! 

Thursday, October 3, 2013

MY OLDEST BROTHER CLIFTON GOT MARRIED!!


9/28/2013 marks the day my brother got married. Not many people knew I had a brother because he was my mothers son from another man. My twin and I are the only legitimate children from my parents. Of course in my family we don't consider each other half sisters and brothers. We come from the same blood and that's all that matters. 

The story behind meeting my long lost brother is actually a very interesting one. My mom had named my nephew after him and we asked who Clifton was. She told us the story of the sweet innocent child she had to leave behind in American Samoa. The long story of why is another issue. Rather keep it disclosed cause it's really not important. lol Anyway, my sister and I was so excited to know that we had a brother some where out there and set out on a mission to find him. We were in High School at the time and back in the 90's internet had just came out. You remember the dial up kind where you had to have AOL. lmao We started hitting up all the Samoan boards, chat rooms etc. to see if anyone knew someone named Clifton Moa. We finally got a response with a phone number and location. We called him immediately and my mom was overwhelmed with joy to finally hear her sons voice. He was of course a young man at this point. We got his address and wrote him as often as we could. After a while we lost touch just for a lil' bit with my mom and dads divorce happening. We were all kind of in a depressed mood. Sooner or later my mom ended up bringing my brother out to the states. He lived with her for a while and eventually moved out on his own to Seattle, Washington. That is where he met his wife. It's funny how things happen isn't it? I'm sure my brother had no idea he'd come to the states and have a family. I believe there is always a reason for everything. God's plan is wonderful. Really blessed beyond measures to have him as my brother and is so proud of him. We had such a blast at his wedding. Got to meet a lot of family I never met and met his family that raised him. Blessed am I for them as well because w/o them my brother would not have grown up to be the giving, humble person he is today. 

While out in Seattle we stayed with one of my best friends Tiffany Sautia Decelle. She has 2 beautiful babies (boy and girl) and such a nice husband. So grateful to grow up w/ her. We were gonna stay in a hotel but I'm glad we stayed w/ her. It felt so good to see her. We definitely will be going out to Seattle soon! 


While we were out in Seattle we left our children w/ their grandma. How amazing it is to have my kids be able to grow up w/ their cousins even though we live 782 miles away. Thanks to JetBlue we can have them visit their many cousins out in California. With how big and close my family is we shall be seeing them all frequently. So thankful for my inlaws. Don't think they know how much I really appreciate them. 

XFACTOR

With my new job I've been able to see my family more. 9/15/2013 I flew out to Long Beach, California to spend a couple days with my twin. One of the events I had planned was going to the XFACTOR show. With 4 tickets I invited her sister in law Sami and my sister in law Gloria. 
It was so much fun!




Although I wasn't feeling up to par I made the best out of it. The most exciting part of the trip was being able to see my nieces and nephews. Since they had school I didn't have much time with them. I miss them so much and any time with them is good enough for me! 






JETBLUE CLASS 163




JETBLUE CLASS 163

The last time I blogged I stated I was ready for 2013. It's always nice to look back at what you've said and done and see where you have been and where you are now. I shall start off by saying I am now an employee of JetBlue. Most proud accomplishment I've had so far. Since I was little I always wanted to be in a career that involved traveling. My dad always put it in my head that working for the airlines is awesome so maybe that's why I had an itch for it. I even went to a trade school that would have gotten me a ticket agent job. (lol) I was fresh out of high school and I ended up going down a different road hence my big beautiful family I now have. I love traveling. Seeing new things, experiencing different cultures and lifestyles and just getting to know what's out there. I intend on using my benefits to it's fullest. 

I have made a lot of new friends working for JetBlue. Most caring people might I add were in my class. I swear it was a bit of a challenge for me to graduate though. I am such an over thinker. But cool thing is I got to meet Dave Barger the CEO of JetBlue. Awesome right! 
Cheers to endless flying! 

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.”




This collage was the last family pictures we took in 2012. Sad to say it was done early in 2012 around March. I thought it would be appropriate for me to blog into the new year! If there is any year I have come to realize how much FAMILY really means to me it would be in the year 2012. We were able to manage to visit my husband's side of the family for Thanksgiving and have my mom visit us here in Utah for Christmas. A lot of small miracles made those visit's happen for us though. We truly needed it. It has been a lonely ride out here lately and I think it's because we've been so caught up in trying to survive that we forgot to check in with our loved ones. Even talking regularly on the phone would be something we needed to work on. One experience I'd like to share is a moment I had with Jude's sisters in Cali for Thanksgiving.

Story starts with us girls cleaning up. Joanne and Gloria was washing dishes and Jackie and I were clearing the table, wiping and throwing away trash. I seen Joanne looking for something and asked her if she needed help. Turns out she couldn't find the sponge. She had just thrown something away in a box nearby and figured she must have dropped the sponge in there. Well we all started searching high and low for it and ended up having the kids ask Christine for another one. Joanne continues to wash the rest of the dishes and all of the sudden the original sponge we had been looking for appeared on the sink. I stopped and stared literally. I told Joanne "That's not the sponge we were looking for, is it?" She was just as confused as I was and we all thought the same thing. It was dad giving us a sign that he was there. My father in law was always in the kitchen so that lil' prank was typical of him. Maybe not so much a prank but just a gesture to show us he was "there". I'm sure the girls appreciated it and loved the idea of dad giving us all a message. It still gives me chills thinking about it. It's lil' things like this that I'll never forget. There goes a highlight for 2012.



Another moment I must add is when my mom came to visit.  It was really nice. I know I've complained about my relationship with her but I never forget she's my mom. When she came to visit I was so happy to see her. I erased all the hurt I harbored for so long and enjoyed every moment I had with her. Being that she was sick the first few days she arrived she had so much energy. I almost forgot she had cancer. She walked to the market down the street and bought some groceries for the house, she cleaned up around the house and really made herself at home. I loved it. I know she was trying so hard to be independent and genuinely "try" to take care of us. What mothers usually do but it was different. I needed to take care of her. She ended up going into the hospital when she was out here because her bleeding started up again. My mom says it comes and goes. The thing is it's really bad when the bleeding starts. Dr told her that her tumor was spreading and it wasn't getting any better. I pleaded with her that she would get the surgery the Dr recommended but she nodded her head in agreement like she always does. I know her too well to know she does and says things just so we can move on. I hate when she does that. I ended up calling in the whole week she was here because Dr told me if she got dizzy or her bleeding got out of control to bring her back to the ER to have her admitted. I couldn't risk anything happening to her. All I know is I'm glad she was here with us. My kids didn't even care about gifts this year and honestly they hardly ever do any year. But when they were asked to say something Keleece thanked my mom for being alive. I know it sounds weird but to me I think she was saying she was thankful my mom is fighting to stay alive. My daughter Kamerin just wept and couldn't get a word out. I kept asking her if she wanted to say anything but she just kept nodding no and crying. I couldn't force her. She's always been the one to express her feelings anyways. My son Keanu thanked my mom for praying for them. How sweet is that? My oldest Kimani ended our FHE by saying he was thankful for the opportunity to spend Christmas with his grandma and the only thing he wanted for Christmas was "to be loved". We all said we loved him and all of them and that gift will always be number one in our home. I love my children. They have such big hearts. To 2012 I salute you for this great memory.



As there are many more things this past year I am thankful for I wish nothing but more great memories for the year 2013. I'm ready! I am actually psyched for 2013.. I guess it's a normal feeling to start anew with  your goals at the beginning of the year but let's just say.. I am more determined now and focused.

Monday, December 17, 2012

“If you have ever lost a loved one, then you know exactly how it feels. And if you have not, then you cannot possibly imagine it.”







Last Friday (12/14/12) their was a shooting in Connecticut that took 24 lives. 18 of those lives were children. All between the ages of 6-10 years old. I know I blogged about the incident  but I thought I'd blog about my personal feelings. I have children of my own all between those ages so I grieved with all those mothers that lost their children. Any mother can feel their pain. Since my children were born it was always just my husband and I raising them. While they were young we did live w/ my in laws until my oldest was 5 and then we moved to Utah. All we have is our kids! And all my kids have is us! We live close to my best friend so my kids have their cousins to grow up with. Of course with all my cousins and their children they have them as well. But really we don't do much but keep to ourselves. Now that I'm a mother I wonder if my parents knew what kind of child I was. I know they knew the obvious like me being goofy etc. but I really wonder if they knew what type of personality I had. What makes me mad, happy or sad. What kind of clothes I liked and toys I'd rather play with? With my own children I am proud to know them the way I do.



Kimani has a very big heart. In fact all my children do. Kimani reminds me of his father in so many ways. He looks just like his dad and has his sense of humor too. He is very independent and has such a good head on his shoulders. The main reason why I can rely on him so much. Jude and I go to work early in the morning so we have to be out of the house by at least 6:30 am. The kids school don't start until 8:40 am. We wake our kids up when we leave and have them get ready, clean a little bit and relax. They are to leave by 8 am so they can walk to school and make it in time for breakfast. My son Kimani is the one with the alarm, phone and house key. They haven't missed school this entire year. Well only Kimani missed one day but that's because he was complaining about a headache. I of course was home to take the kids to school and had him stay home w/ me. Did I mention my son is only 11? I can't tell you how much he helps us. To know that we can rely on my son that way is priceless. He has no idea how much we appreciate him. Although he has his argumentative ways and feels he has to have the last word he will own up to his actions most of the time. He's hit hitting his teen years so voicing his opinion has happened often already. I know I raised him well so I'm not worried he'll take it too far. I know kids can get like that. lol It used to be hard to get the girls and myself ready in the morning so I started getting their clothes ready the day before and I would braid the girls hair so they wouldn't fuss w/ it in the morning. Besides, my son complained they would take long in the morning just to put it up in a pony tail. We all have learned how to make things work and we have the best team work ever. I love my kids.



Keanu was always mamas boy since he was a baby. I can't say so much now because he developed a love for video games and shares the same interest w/ his father so they spend a lot of time together. Keanu has always been so emotional. I never really thought of it that way but he over reacts all the time. I thought it was just when he played video games and he was competitive but it's for everything. It could be Kamerin sitting a certain way and as her big brother scolds her to sit right. When he was a baby he was very protective of his siblings. He was always misunderstood too. When he started talking he would try to voice his requests but ended up pointing to what he wanted. I don't want my son to grow up being misunderstood and would like him to calmly deal with things. He's not out of control or anything but I can see how controlling he can be. I don't know if there's a such thing as "caring too much" but that may just be his problem. He's a very passionate kid so he takes every thing so seriously. He definitely will always be my baby boy no matter what though. Over all he has so much potential and great qualities about him that I know he'll go far in life.



Kamerin which was my first baby girl is also a very emotional girl. She has a hard time letting us know her true emotions. She could be crying her eyes out and will not let us know why. It is very frustrating because no one wants to see their child cry but we are trying to work on that with her. It's a good thing her siblings know most of the time what's going on to tell us why she's upset or sad. On the other hand she can talk your ear off. I know it sounds ironic but I think she harbours so much guilt when she thinks she's gonna get in trouble that she just feels safer not saying what is the matter. She is the one to watch out though. She lashes out when she is mad and I feel sorry for who gets in her way. Her sister has seen that side too many times. I was so mad when I seen her beat up her sister the way she did over something petty. My youngest daughter may act like a princess but she can sure take a hit. lol She pushes all her siblings buttons just for giggles. That one I tell you is something else. Kamerin is such a tom boy. She is most comfortable in loose clothes like basketball shorts or sweats. She hates wearing anything too flashy, glittered or plain girly. I don't mind it at all because it makes her tough. She deals with things so emotionally that I encourage her when she wants to play football or climb trees. It makes her venture out ya know! :)  Kamerin is also very bright. She loves to read and draw. She's very artistic. Since she was 3 she would look at something and mimic it w/ her pencil. It was awesome. Her pre school teachers raved about her artistic ways. Though she comes off as snippy sometimes because she uses her intellect to her advantage. But that's Kamerin for you.



Keleece, my youngest baby of the bunch. She loves and gives with all her heart. She may annoy her siblings on purpose but they can always count on her to come through for them. She can be lazy in her studies and chores but all you have to do is talk her into the groove. The other kids, I have to spank them to make them get on it. I don't have any shame in saying that either. lol My daughter Keleece is a very funny, sarcastic girl. She can be such a ditz. Everyone that knows me says she looks and acts just like me. That reason alone makes me worried! LOL I'm kidding. She loves to dance, sing and play. She is the least shy out of all my kids and I love that about her. My kids may not seem shy to most because they do things that are out going. Like paint their faces for my cousins game, wear the most funniest Halloween costumes most kids would hate to wear or dress up crazy for those "backwards, crazy hair etc. days" they have at school. The only reason my kids do it is because I ask them to. I like unique, spontaneous and funny ideas so my kids are so awesome to let me incorporate my ideas through them. They end up liking the idea or adding on to it anyway. I don't "ALWAYS" embarrass them. hahahahahaha They'll have memories and laugh or smile about it. Not to mention my husband being the same way kind of makes things worse for them but seriously we have good intentions and never make them do something they absolutely don't want to do! lol



My point in describing my kids is this. I don't have my parents in their lives and I hate knowing they are missing out on being in their grandparents lives. I have made a vow to be there for my children no matter what. Whether it's every night on their bed doing our "pillow talk", consoling them, helping each other understand one another or simply loving each other. We have been through everything "TOGETHER". I will never take back my struggles because it has made my kids appreciate every single thing they have. It's been
too many times my oldest son will worry about our gas and bills. Even went as far as letting his friend borrow his game for $5 so he can give us gas money. My car is such a gas guzzler! ): I try not to talk about our financial struggles in front of my kids or to them but I don't know how else to tell them they can't have something they want. I only know I try to be honest. Simple answer is "Sorry we don't have money". It has taught them the value of money but I hate that it makes them worry at times. I never intend to burden them.
I always try to tell them why bills have to be paid and what's important is they live under a roof w/ heat and food. But that's just their loving nature.



I have thanked the Lord countless times of choosing me to be their mother. They are the blessings in my life that I am in debt to the Lord for. My soul mate/husband and children is who I will always be thankful for. I couldn't have asked anyone else to share my life with. With that said what has happened in Connecticut is devastating. My kids mean the world to me and to know they would have lost their lives that way and so soon would break my heart. My daughters went to Cap Head Start (preschool) in South SLC back in 2009 and a woman came to their school to shoot her daughter in law which was my kids teacher. She unfortunately died. The fact that this woman went to the school during the weekend when they had a meeting and there was no school was a blessing for me. I don't know what I would have done had she done that senseless act while the kids were in school. My girls took it pretty hard. I didn't even know how to help them through it because I was just as sad. Kamerin would bury her head in a pillow and cry when she thought about her teacher. Keleece would whale out remarks like "I'm gonna miss her" when she cried. I did make them draw pictures to cope because I know they both enjoy drawing and find peace when they do. It worked. They eventually moved on and seldom talk about their horrific tragedy. They do however bring up their teacher when they hear about death so seeing those children die at the Sandy Hook Elementary School hit home for me.

I thank my Heavenly Father every day for continuing to watch over my children. It is because of him I get to hold their small hands and watch their hands fit in mine perfectly. It is because of him I get to see them smile and brighten my day. It is because of him I hear their laughter spread through the house like music. It is because of him I get to hug them and feel not only their arms around me but their love. It is because of him I see their father's traits, features and personality and is reminded of Gods plan for me. It is because of him I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN to be their mother.



RIP to the little angels and staff who lost their lives at Sandy Hook Elementary school in Connecticut. The heavens welcome those babies and hero's.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

“Must a name mean something?"







At work I have some down time so I was on line looking for something interesting to do or read. I ran into this website http://www.kabalarians.com where you put your name, middle name, last name and date of birth in and it tells you what your name means. It was way cool because it was spot on. Here's what it says:

The name of Marleenna creates an easy-going, good-natured personality, meeting and mixing easily. You appreciate the company of others, to the point that you do not like to be by yourself for very long. You are gifted with natural expression, both verbal and musical, but you would find it tedious to study music and practice theory. Anything that involves concentration or just plain hard work, you prefer to avoid as best you can. Although you have many creative, original ideas, procrastination is your worst enemy because you can seldom make decisions and carry them out. In your desire to gain the favour of others and to keep peace, because you abhor friction, you change your opinion to agree with those at hand. It is easy for you to express love and affection, but you would have to watch that your emotional nature does not get the better of you and lead you to indiscretions which you would later regret. A desire for sweet, rich foods could create skin problems, overweight, or you could suffer weakness across the back, or possibly a liver ailment.

Your Surname(s)

The family name is the influence of your background, your home environment, the strengths and weaknesses, and the hereditary traits.


Your surname of Va'aulu creates a family of people who are very good organizers and leaders. They should hold positions of trust where they can direct the efforts of others and have control of finances. They are people of high ambitions and, as a rule, have the business ability to carry out their plans. They strive for the best in material standards and possess a certain appreciation of the finer things in life: Art, philosophy, and music. This is a good name in many ways, bringing stable, settled conditions and accumulation, although there is a tendency to look at things somewhat materialistically and to be too calculating in making progress in their affairs. As the practicality and business-minded influence of this name creates a well-organized, self-sufficient attitude, these people could become very self-satisfied in their own settled environment and thus fail to give to others or fully consider the greater needs of humanity. They are very responsible, however, and the women are excellent home-makers, but can be too practical and tend to lack warmth and compassion. Thus the home-life may not have complete harmony and understanding. Weakness could be evident in a serious, worrying nature, usually because of problems concerning finances.

The surname of Fido creates a quiet, reserved, serious nature in the members of this family. They are a very capable, thoughtful, and responsible family of people. They take their family responsibilities seriously, though they are not expressive in their feelings, and misunderstandings arise because of an attitude of secrecy. Moods and jealousy also develop in such circumstances. It sometimes happens that the longer people are together in the family, the less they understand one another. Disapproval is expressed by silence rather than by a display of temper. Because they are rather independent and aloof in their relationships with others, they do not make friends freely, restricting their associations more to those who offer intellectual companionship and can understand their deeper nature. Members of this family have an appreciation for nature and the deeper things of life such as literature, music, and philosophy. The men in the family are inclined to follow business and professional walks of life, rather than trades. They are very analytical and have good business judgment. Their rather reserved nature, however, can limit their success somewhat. A disturbed state of mind brought on by worry is the foremost health problem in this family. There could also be weakness in the respiratory organs; colds, for instance, would settle in the lungs and bronchial tubes.

Your Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your combined names show your desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

Your combined names of Marleenna Va'aulu bring many opportunities to establish stable and financially accumulative conditions in your life. You could be successful in the business world. Although you attract positions of authority, you experience feelings of uncertainty because of a lack of confidence. To further your endeavours, you try to take advantage of association with people of influence. You would prefer to work with others as a means of minimizing risk and the demands on your own efforts. You prefer to make money the easy way, if possible, often through your overall intuitive sense to work with opportunities that come your way. Any weakness in your health would show in the reproductive organs.

Using the names of Marleenna Fido gives you humanitarian idealism and the desire for inspirational, creative expression, but also brings sudden and extreme losses, both personal and financial, estrangement, and many shattered ideals. You are called upon to give in many ways, both through financial assistance and through showing kindness and understanding to others. Though you must give constantly, you do not usually receive even appreciation. You could be drawn into a field of specialization in the business world, in a profession, or in the arts, where you can express yourself personally, creatively, and inspirationally. Even though it is possible for you to rise to the pinnacles of success, over the long term these names do not allow financial accumulation, for you are called upon to give more than you receive. They denote service to your fellow man to the utmost degree, and any selfish thought or action results in losses. In the health, you could suffer from severe nervous tension and disorders in the nervous system.

Your Nickname(s)

The name of Leenna makes you sociable and gives you a peaceful, home-loving nature and a love of children. You are refined, sensitive, and romantic, but inclined to procrastinate and dream. You have an understanding, compassionate nature, and feel your responsibility to others to the point that you worry far too much. Being so very sensitive, you cannot cope with too many responsibilities. You desire to help people, but this desire could be your downfall as you have neither the self-confidence nor the stamina to be burdened with problems of great magnitude. You have probably already realized that you are inclined to take on too many responsibilities for others. However, doing for others is your way of showing affection and friendship. You need something greater as the basis for friendship, something deeper and more meaningful than what you have experienced through the use of this name. Weaknesses in the health could show in the fluid functions, causing varicose veins or glandular disorders.



Lee is not a good name to use for it destroys creative ability, imagination and depth of thought. It makes you a very practical, hard working person. Other people find it difficult to get along with you because you are so set in your opinions. You find it hard to show any warmth towards others. You show an interest in the technical aspect of things. If anything mechanical needs fixing, you are quite capable of fixing it. Your desire for heavy foods (meat and starches) can result in constipation, ulcers, and intestinal growths.

Your name of Marlee creates an extremely sensitive nature. You feel the suffering of others very deeply and are inclined to panic in a crisis. You have many fine ideals and desire refinement and the luxuries of life, but you lack the system, self-confidence, and initiative to fulfil your desires. You have a very generous and giving nature and are called upon to give more than you receive. You find it difficult to say "no" and your good nature could be taken advantage of. Your love nature is deep and intense and you are inclined to possess those close to you; thus you could suffer with shattered ideals and losses in the affections. You are subject to thoughts of fear regarding the safety of your loved ones and are constantly warning them to be careful. You are generally good-natured and desire peace, but when aroused you are quite hot-tempered and can do things for which you are immediately sorry. It creates a weakness in the nervous system, causing you to suffer with hysteria, nightmares, nervous breakdowns, or goitre. There is also a weakness in the fluid functions of the body causing poor circulation, phlebitis, or swelling of the legs and ankles.

Your Business Signature(s)

Your business signature denotes the degree of your financial success and the type of occupations you are drawn into.

To the extent that you use the business signature of MFido, it would take you into contact with people but restrict you to circumstances where progress and success would be limited. You would invariably find yourself in subordinate positions, frequently having to act as an intermediary. This signature would tend to undermine your self-confidence and cause you to hesitate to make decisions or take action in spite of your serious intent to be conscientious and responsible. As a result, others often would take advantage of you, exploiting the situation to their own advantage and leaving you with little in the way of financial accumulation.


Your Life Purpose/Birthpath for November 8, 1982

Within you is a natural gift of self-expression to be developed and employed for the education, upliftment, and betterment of humanity. Your purpose is to impart to others the philosophical, factual comprehension of the basic truths of life.
Your role is to learn to understand the heart and mind of others, to work with people, and to encourage each person’s best qualities, for example in teaching, consulting, or counselling. Use the positive expressions of the power of language to generate happiness for others through a sense of humour, acts of kindness, thoughtfulness, and consideration. By living to the maxim that to live is to give, you would earn the trust and support of people.
Your inner quality requires that you merge with others in order to have a balanced perspective of your obligation to people. You should avoid being drawn into emotional experiences against your better judgment. Maintaining confidences would earn you respect and long-lasting friendships.
Your inner potential will find fullest expression in circumstances in which versatility and creativity are required, free from monotony and limitations. Establishing clear ideals and goals on a daily, monthly, and yearly basis would prevent procrastination, uncompleted commitments, and the scattering of your efforts.

It is essential that your name is harmonized or balanced to your birthpath in order that you accomplish what you are meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

Groups

All people belong to one of three basic groups: practical, social, or inspirational. In the Kabalarian Philosophy we call these groups: water (practical), fire (social), and air (inspirational) groups. You are in the Fire Group.
The day of the month when one is born determines the group. Each group has a specific role in life and the group signifies the basic nature of the purpose within each person and, as well, indicates the conditions necessary for personal growth. The group is part of the birthpath quality. Whether this quality finds a natural expression depends upon the names used, for the names create the personality of each person and his or her destiny in life. Name is the predominant determining factor in each person’s growth and development.
Table of Groups
GroupDay of Birth
Water1, 5, 7, 10, 14, 16,19, 23, 25, 28
Fire2, 4, 8, 11, 13, 17,20, 22, 26, 29, 31
Air3, 6, 9, 12, 15, 18,21, 24, 27, 30

Each group water, fire, or air express in specific ways

The fire group has the lesson of responsibility, the lesson of association, working for and with others, coinciding viewpoints and educating and organizing others. Those in the fire group often learn through the fire of experience until they base their decisions on definite principles and are not swayed by others. They are not highly inspirational, as they seek proof through fact and logic.

You are in the: Fire Group

In business associations, friendships, and marriage, you will find the most congeniality with those who are also in the fire group. Those in the fire group have the responsibility of working with people to blend differences of opinion, and to create harmony and understanding. They are educators who contribute through their factual, scientific, logical understanding of life. Fire group members have the potential of expressing understanding, evenness of temperament, and objectivity. They are able to utilize the ideas and opinions of others in their search for harmonious solutions. The challenge they face is to retain their individuality and to remain impartial. They flourish with the encouragement and support of family and friends.

Career List

Look for opportunities in whatever occupation you are in to develop your self-expression where you can contact the public and communicate personally and creatively, free from monotony and limitations.

Business
Administrative Officer
Advertising Agent/Manager
Insurance Adjuster
Building Inspector
Realtor
Real Estate Appraiser
Market Research Analyst
Auctioneer
Bank Clerk
Custom House Broker
Buyer (Wholesale/Retail)
Cashier
General Office Clerk
Executive Secretary
Receptionist
Fashion/Image Consultant
Hotel Manager
Store Manager
Sales Manager
Sales Representative
Communications
Diplomat
Reporter/Columnist
Announcer
Journalist
Labour Relations Officer
Publicity Director
Design
Artist
Commercial Photographer
Barber/Hairdresser
Fashion Designer
Graphic Illustrator
Interior Designer
Entertainment
Actor/Actress
Composer, Arranger
Musician
Poet
Education
Teacher
Counsellor
Historian
Services
Child Care Worker
Personnel Officer
Social Worker
Dental Assistant
Dietician
Medical Office Assistant
Esthetician
Optician
Florist
Lawyer
Notary Public
Linguist
Veterinarian
Miscellaneous
Travel Agent
Ecologist
Purser/Flight Attendant
Travel Agent
Waiter/Waitress

Your combined names of Marleenna Va'aulu create the overall destiny of your life. These are the conditions that will continually occur (despite your best efforts) and will create limitations in the success you could achieve with a balanced name and destiny.

Your combined names of Marleenna Va'aulu draw you into positions where you have some direction and control of material values and finances. You will attract opportunities to create financial stability and have a degree of settled conditions, however the weaknesses in your individual first and last names will limit the success you could achieve.

I thought this was so interesting. I read more on the website where it even goes into how your name affects everything in your life. It goes on to say you need a balanced name etc. and some have even changed or chosen their childrens name through this website. A little far fetched for me to believe but hey it's interesting. I even put in a request for my childrens name to analyzed. Boy were they spot on for them too. Even my husband and twin sisters was a hit. Just for my own reference and to keep record of their meaning I'm gonna put their info in my blog as well. Just because I can! lol The only ones I won't repeat for my family is the surname obviously. I found the Va'aulu and Fido surname to be true as well though. I super trippin' on how accurate it is for all my family members I've tested this on.

Your name of Jude has made you practical, systematic, and thorough. This name encourages the expression of leadership and organizational skills, shrewdness, and analytical ability. You are mathematically adept and have great patience with work of a detailed nature such as bookkeeping, accounting, or technical research. Particular about your material possessions, you keep everything you own in a good state of repair, and you budget your personal finances very carefully. Because of its matter-of-fact influence, this name limits, to some degree, your ability to be flexible and spontaneous. You tend to treat new and unfamiliar ideas with skepticism. Because of the serious, responsible qualities of your name, you must recognize the importance of a sense of humour and optimistic perspective of life. In some ways you are not overly emotional and sympathetic to others and can be shrewd and materialistic. Friends and associates may detect a lack of feeling and sympathy in their relationship with you. You see the practical side of situations and tend to deal with problems in an objective, sensible, and systematic way. That is your way of helping others through challenging situations. Being self-sufficient, you must remember that thoughtful expressions of affection toward those close to you are important. You express your appreciation for others by what you do for them rather than by what you say. Your interests and hobbies are generally along practical, technical, or scientific lines. Weaknesses in the health through stress and tension could affect the intestinal tract and related difficulties or could cause prostate problems.

The full name of Jude Fido is not conducive to success in your undertakings though it gives you many creative ideas and the desire for independence. It also makes you procrastinate and lack the confidence needed to bring your plans to a proper point of completion. People come into your life who take advantage of you and offer little in return. Also, they could involve you in experiences that prove to be detrimental to your welfare, and often leaving you to face the consequences. You can be too easily influenced and imposed upon, and must learn to be individual and stand upon principle. This full name takes you into subordinate positions that allow little scope for creativity, and does not bring financial accumulation. Weakness in your health would show in the fluid functions of your body.

To the extent that you use the business signature of Jude Fido, it would adversely affect your success in business dealings by putting you into situations where people take advantage of you for their own gain. You are usually in a subordinate position facing the public or dealing with people. An inclination to be impulsive or to be influenced by others often leaves you at a disadvantage. Indefinite circumstances can result in your plans not coming to a proper completion. Stable conditions and financial accumulation are elusive.

Your Life Purpose/Birthpath for May 11, 1982

The potential within you should be directed toward the welfare and care of others. Your role is to teach, counsel, and assist others in the solution of their problems. To live up to your demanding responsibility requires that you learn to govern your emotions and reactions, to develop your intellect, and to seek a logical understanding of life. Although your inherent qualities are basically inspirational, they include a practical aspect which could be directed to a scientific understanding of human mind. Then you would truly perceive the heart and mind of others and be in a position to help them.
You could experience a strong sense of obligation and sympathy for others in less fortunate circumstances. Do not allow your sensitive feelings for the suffering of others to override analysis and good judgment, or you will find yourself personally involved in peoples’ troubled situations. Eventually this involvement could prove hazardous to your own well-being and health. Compassion for humanity, which must be objective and universal, would offset any selfish, self-pitying, intolerant, or excessively sympathetic tendencies. Developing constructive outlets for your creative, inspirational qualities in designing, decorating, music, art, or drama would bring you happiness and fulfilment.
You have a natural love of home and children and an inborn ability to nurture others. Also, you have a potential to make friends easily with all types of people. This cosmopolitan quality would create harmony and security for others. Caring for others, without possessiveness, would bring you the love and support you require for personal growth.

It is essential that your name is harmonized or balanced to your birthpath in order that you accomplish what you are meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

The fire group has the lesson of responsibility, the lesson of association, working for and with others, coinciding viewpoints and educating and organizing others. Those in the fire group often learn through the fire of experience until they base their decisions on definite principles and are not swayed by others. They are not highly inspirational, as they seek proof through fact and logic.

Career List

Look for opportunities in whatever occupation you are in to specialize and to be of service to others. Look for chances to help others and to bring out the best from them.

Business
Advertising Agent/Manager
Fashion/Image Consultant
Hotel Manager
Store Manager
Jeweller
Sales Clerk
Career Consultant
Urban/Regional Planner
Communications
Diplomat
Reporter/Columnist
Announcer
Ombudsman
Receptionist
Publicity Director
Recreation Director
Design
Artist
Interior Designer
Commercial Photographer
Jewellery Designer
Graphic Artist
Display Designer
Entertainment
Actor/Actress
Musician
Poet
Composer/Arranger
Author
Education
Teacher
Instructor
Tutor
Historian
Librarian
Linguist
Services
Child Care Worker
Social Worker
Counsellor
Home Care Aide
Dietician
Esthetician
Lawyer
Notary Public
Animal Attendant
Veterinarian
Miscellaneous
Ecologist
Florist
Chef
Custodian
Nanny
Purser/Flight Attendant
Travel Agent
Waiter/Waitress

Your combined names of Jude Fido create the overall destiny of your life. These are the conditions that will continually occur (despite your best efforts) and will create limitations in the success you could achieve with a balanced name and destiny.
Your combined names of Jude Fido draw you into subordinate positions where you are mediating and solving others’ problems. With this destiny, you attract people who tend to take advantage of your good nature. The opportunities you attract are limited thus spoiling your chance to be successful as you could be in your undertakings.
Your name, Marleinna, creates a responsible, reserved, and dignified nature with an appreciation for the finer and deeper aspects of life such as music, the arts, literature, and philosophy. You enjoy drama. You have a quick, clever, analytical mind with a retentive memory and a concentrative ability to absorb quickly what you read. Your scholarly, studious traits cause you to wonder about the deeper aspects of life and you could be drawn to religious theories and occult beliefs.
Being sensitive, you have the ability to discern the thoughts and intentions of others. What others think of you is important and you are on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. Sometimes you feel hurt and misunderstood when, because of your reserved nature, others do not realize the depth of your feelings and thoughts. They may consider you to be aloof and unemotional since you are not demonstrative, but composed and dignified. When you receive respect and understanding, it is easier for you to express your fondness and affection for others. Your reserved nature makes it difficult for you to feel as free and natural as you would like. Sometimes your lack of confidence causes you to suffer with jealousy thoughts. It is the little things you do for others that declare your devotion, such as sending flowers, making a telephone call, or writing a note. When others get to know you, they find a very kind, sympathetic, and thoughtful nature.
You rarely argue, but treat an injustice with cool indifference that can sometimes wound others worse than words. When hurt or upset, you become somewhat moody and unresponsive, retiring within yourself, and feeling misunderstood. At times, your sensitivity and lack of spontaneous expression causes feelings of repression and loneliness.
You have executive and mathematical ability, and enjoy work that requires planning, concentration, and close attention to detail. Established in a responsible position, you would be content to remain there and work to draw around your home and family the comforts gained through stability and accumulation. You have a retentive memory and a concentrative ability to absorb quickly what you read. In your own quiet, independent, and responsible way, you often sacrifice your own opportunities to help others, especially within the family. You like to act without interference from others.
You love the outdoors and the beauties of nature. A sense of independence and freedom is important to you, as well as times alone to enjoy quietly the unfolding beauties experienced in a natural environment. The wind in the trees, the sound of water lapping against the shore, snow gently drifting down, all the natural wonders of life allow you to experience a sense of harmony and peace.
You are inclined to worry. Health problems relative to the heart and respiratory organs could arise.

Your Surname(s)

The family name is the influence of your background, your home environment, the strengths and weaknesses, and the hereditary traits.

Your surname of Va'aulu creates a family of people who are very good organizers and leaders. They should hold positions of trust where they can direct the efforts of others and have control of finances. They are people of high ambitions and, as a rule, have the business ability to carry out their plans. They strive for the best in material standards and possess a certain appreciation of the finer things in life: Art, philosophy, and music. This is a good name in many ways, bringing stable, settled conditions and accumulation, although there is a tendency to look at things somewhat materialistically and to be too calculating in making progress in their affairs. As the practicality and business-minded influence of this name creates a well-organized, self-sufficient attitude, these people could become very self-satisfied in their own settled environment and thus fail to give to others or fully consider the greater needs of humanity. They are very responsible, however, and the women are excellent home-makers, but can be too practical and tend to lack warmth and compassion. Thus the home-life may not have complete harmony and understanding. Weakness could be evident in a serious, worrying nature, usually because of problems concerning finances.

The family name of Iamaleava has characteristics which influence each member of the family to a greater or lesser degree, depending upon the first names and individual paths in life. This name is not a constructive influence either physically or mentally, as it creates a very idealistic family of people who do not realize their ideals as they lack the initiative, self-confidence and concentration to put their plans into action unless the first name has positive, ambitious qualities. These people are very friendly and generous. Not vital or hard working, they are most successful in positions in which they may express their musical, artistic talents, serve the public, or handle people, and in which tact and diplomacy are required. Nevertheless, they lack system, order, and self-discipline, and cannot always be depended upon to carry out their duties—although their intentions are always good. The name gives these people desires far beyond their ability to achieve them, and they could be influenced by others to take the easy path to gain what they want. It robs them of depth of thinking, causing them to become absorbed in sociability and the pleasures of life. Physically they could be affected with fluid troubles, over-stoutness, kidney trouble, sterility, and too much water in the blood. These conditions are partially caused by their desire for sweets, such as candies, pastries, and soft drinks.

Your Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your combined names show your desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

Your combined names of Marleinna Va'aulu reveal an unfulfilled desire for settled and stable conditions in your life. Your affairs fluctuate with something of a fortunate nature always turning up to help you out of a difficult situation when you least expect it. You attract opportunities to spend your financial resources on good times, often imprudently. Your spontaneity draws you into association with people who want to enjoy life with little thought for the future. Living within a budget is challenging, as money goes out as quickly as it comes in making it difficult to achieve stability and financial success. These names could also take you into embarrassing emotional situations that could cause personal unhappiness and distress. Over-indulgence could affect the liver or lead to skin conditions.

Your combined names of Marleinna Iamaleava give you the desire for a peaceful, refined environment along with a desire to have intellectually inclined friends and associates to share your interest in the deeper aspects of life. These names could take you into administrative positions where you have direction and control of finances, and allow you to achieve a degree of success relative to your efforts put forth. You want to work on your own without the distraction of having to deal with many people. These names can also create an impression of aloofness that, at times, can be disconcerting to others. Health weaknesses would affect the reproductive organs.

Your Nickname(s)

Your name of Leinna gives you a strong sense of responsibility, and you are very capable and reliable. You do not like to ask advice and always appear to have everything under control. You are very straightforward in your manner of speech and believe in being honest. This name gives you a serious nature and you could be inclined to worry or "cross your bridges before you come to them". You see the needs of others and have a desire to help, but you are often considered interfering. Although the name does produce some fine qualities, it is not altogether constructive in its influence as it robs you of softness and finesse in your manner. You try to avoid any situation which requires you to express the deeper side of your nature. In the health, you could suffer with a weakness affecting the senses of the head.

Your name of Lei to the extent that you use it creates an ambitious, independent, and promotional nature. It gives you a particular interest in finances and business in general. You have a sharp, analytical mind and possess a keen sense of material values. Although the name gives you self-confidence and the ability to mix and meet easily, unfortunately it does not bring out the softer, compassionate side of your nature. It is difficult for you to express your feelings of love and appreciation and your family life could suffer from your outwardly cold attitude. Your responsibilities as a housewife and mother could take second place to some of your other involvements. The role of housewife with its routine duties would not be completely fulfilling, and you would seek other interests to challenge your mind, particularly those which proved remunerative and which would help to produce the high standard of living that you desire. The intensity of your nature and lack of proper relaxation will seriously affect your health causing either a nervous stomach or female problems.

Your Birth Name

For the period of time you used your birth names below, their influence would have affected your life. For example, if you used your birth names longer than your current first or last name, its influence would have carried a strong impact on your growing up years. Even though you now have a different first or last name, which will bring changing conditions, the influence of the names you used growing up will still impact your life to some degree because of the length of time those names were used. Please call us to discuss the influence and relationship of your birth names to your current names.
Your combined names of Marleinna Va'aulu reveal an unfulfilled desire for settled and stable conditions in your life. Your affairs fluctuate with something of a fortunate nature always turning up to help you out of a difficult situation when you least expect it. You attract opportunities to spend your financial resources on good times, often imprudently. Your spontaneity draws you into association with people who want to enjoy life with little thought for the future. Living within a budget is challenging, as money goes out as quickly as it comes in making it difficult to achieve stability and financial success. These names could also take you into embarrassing emotional situations that could cause personal unhappiness and distress. Over-indulgence could affect the liver or lead to skin conditions.

Your Business Signature(s)

Your business signature denotes the degree of your financial success and the type of occupations you are drawn into.

To the extent that you use the business signature of Marleinna Iamaleava, it could bring considerable financial success from the opportunities that come your way. This signature would draw you into positions of authority and responsibility where you have direction and control of finances and where you also direct and organize the efforts of others. Misunderstandings could arise from time to time from ineffective communication. You would be taken into contact with shrewd, materialistic business people and the demands of the business world could limit other aspects of your life.

My twins birth path and Relationship and Compatibility is the same as mine obviously! LOL

Your First Child's Name(s)

The name of Kimani will make this youngster want to be very independent and will cause him to be quite headstrong and self-centered. An active and expressive person, he will enjoy meeting people and will make friends readily. Although generally easy-going, he could be sarcastic and argumentative at times and will always want the last word in a debate. He will be creative and have musical ability, but will find it difficult to follow a routine, for his efforts are apt to be scattered and not completed. His emotional nature will create a desire for rich foods. Any indulgence will bring health problems in the liver and kidneys, and also skin eruptions, particularly during the teenage years.

Your Child's Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your child’s combined names show the desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

The combined names of Kimani Fido give this youngster high ideals, but will prevent him from attracting the opportunities to bring them to fulfilment. He will be drawn into limited environments where he will pioneer for the benefit of others. He will work very hard in life but will not receive remuneration commensurate with his efforts put forth. He will prefer to work on his own for he will dislike interference. These names will bring him much aloneness and misunderstanding. Health weaknesses would centre in the head.

Your Child's Nickname(s)

The name of Mani will make this young person independent and aggressive, with leadership ability and a great deal of endurance. He will like things to be natural, simple, and plain. Because his thinking will be honest, slow, and deliberate, he will not be able to react spontaneously and should never be pushed or rushed through his learning. Although he will have few friends he will be staunch and loyal in his friendship. This name limits depth of mind and verbal expression; he will say what he thinks in a blunt and straight-forward way. Although he will be very self-centered with a great deal of self-confidence, he will not enjoy social affairs, and will feel awkward when expected to show affection or emotional feelings. He could suffer with problems in the senses of the head.

Your Child's Life Purpose/Birthpath for August 5, 2001

This youngster's path according to his date of birth indicates that he has the potential of seeking an understanding of the universal laws through which man can find true peace of mind and happiness. He has a natural sensitivity and affinity towards nature. He will find a great deal of relaxation and happiness outdoors. Feeling a great deal more than he can put into words, he finds it difficult to express his true thoughts. Early in life he will appear somewhat aloof and sensitive towards people, and unless he feels confident in association with others he will close off his expression or spend time alone. Books intrigue him and he will often spend a great deal of time by himself absorbed in a story book. Since he has an independent, sensitive, refined, and reflective inner nature, he requires a great deal of understanding in order to allow him to feel confident and happy. He must be taught to share his possessions and to give of himself, for only in this way will he find his greatest happiness. One of his greatest obstacles in life is to overcome his feelings of self-consciousness. He is not highly inspirational but his creative ability should express in art, drama, or in the literary field as an author or illustrator.
Some occupations relative to his path in life are as a writer, poet, illustrator, painter, real estate salesman, teacher, horticulturist, or in any position which allows his creative and individual nature to express.

It is essential that your child’s name is harmonized or balanced to the birthpath in order to accomplish what your youngster is meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your child’s purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

The water group expresses in a matter-of-fact, direct, independent way, and is responsible for establishing the practical understanding of life. Water group members learn through their own efforts in self-education and self-discipline to become leaders sharing with others the benefit of their experiences. They are self-sufficient and creative but have to guard against being self-centred. Those in the water group appreciate the outdoors and find harmony and peace in nature.

You are in the: Water Group

In business associations, friendships, and marriage, you will find the most congeniality with those who are also in the water group. Members of the water group work best on their own; they are tenacious and work hard to accomplish their goals. Because of their extreme independence and individuality, and their self-focused approach to life, they are inclined to disregard advice and overlook the sensitivities of others. They like to do things their own way. They are not as verbally expressive as people in the fire and air groups.

Career List

These are careers that are most suitable to your child’s potential. You may have an opportunity to guide your child to these types of careers.
It is important that when your child is at the age when they are considering careers that they look for opportunities to add new perspectives and depth to tasks, to find freedom to think about the deeper aspects of life, and where your child is not in stressful situations.

Business
Financial Planner
Stock Broker
Dental Technician
Economist
Realtor
Microcomputer Operator
Construction Trades
Builder
Contractor
Draftsperson
Electrician
Carpenter
Equipment/Machinery/Vehicle Repair Technician
Mason
Locksmith
Design
Artist
Architect
Furniture Designer
Industrial Designer
Dressmaker/Tailor
Engineering
Professional Engineer
Surveyor
Outdoor Occupations
Agriculturalist
Farmer
Horticulturalist
Aviator
Landscape Worker
Forester
Seafarer
Conservation Officer
Park Ranger
Scientific Professions
Biologist
Biochemist
Geologist
Anthropologist
Naturalist
Zoologist
Astronomer
Botanist
Physicist
Inventor
Miscellaneous
Air Traffic Controller
Journalist
Detective
Diver
Veterinarian
Letter Carrier
Teacher, Vocational

The name of Keanu causes this child to be too sensitive, withdrawn, and self-conscious. He will crave affection and understanding, yet his withdrawn manner will discourage what he desires the most, making him a very lonely and misunderstood person. It will be difficult for him to face the rigors of the business world later in life. Although he will find it difficult to express himself verbally, he could develop a natural aptitude along literary, artistic, or dramatic lines. He will be fond of reading, solitude, and all the beauties of nature. He will be a very emotional boy, and because of his inability to express his deeper feelings, he will suffer much repression and frustration. Health weaknesses will affect the heart, lungs, or nervous system. Also when under emotional circumstances, tension will affect the solar plexus area.

Your Child's Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your child’s combined names show the desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

The combined names of Keanu Fido will take this child into a life of continual change and bitter experiences. He will have many disappointments with people through their inability to live up to his trust in them. He will be drawn into work of a promotional nature and will not find the settled conditions he desires. Health weaknesses could show through nervous tension in the stomach and solar plexus.

Your Child's Nickname(s)

The name of Anu creates an extremely emotional nature, causing this youngster to be motivated by intense urges and feelings for which there is no proper expression. Under conditions of extreme stress he could do something he would be very sorry for later. He will place great importance on whatever he is interested in. He could be quite thorough in practical details, to a point, and then scatter his efforts. This name creates a life of losses and disillusionment. Inability to express the finer shades of his thoughts and feelings will cause frustration and unhappy experiences. Undisciplined emotions and desires could destroy all that means the most to him. Mishaps and unfortunate occurrences could happen at any time. His health could be affected by disorders of the nervous system.

Your Child's Life Purpose/Birthpath for September 9, 2002

According to this youngster's date of birth, his path in life is practical, yet within him is also seeded an ideal to specialize and to uplift humanity through teaching the basic truths of life and elevating others through the power of the word. His inner nature contains both practical and inspirational qualities and he has the perseverance and patience to realize his ideals. He must learn self-discipline early in life as it is through practical application and hard work he could accomplish his ideals. As he must learn to put feeling and expression into his endeavours, through developing his musical talents he could lift and inspire people with both the practical technique gained through systematic practice as well as his inspirational and creative approach. He will appreciate contentment and a stable, happy home environment and will respond to appreciation.
Occupations relative to his inner qualities are as an accountant, teacher (in the creative or practical fields) bookkeeper, machinist, or in any field that combines working with people, and a systematic plan.

It is essential that your child’s name is harmonized or balanced to the birthpath in order to accomplish what your youngster is meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your child’s purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

The air group is here to contribute through self-expression and creative, artistic achievement. Air group members have the potential to develop universal understanding to lead the minds of others into progressive, constructive channels of thought and creativity. Being idealistic and inspirational, they should express affection and generosity. Since they feel deeply about the welfare of humanity, they can be over-emotional, temperamental, and unrealistic if not living the higher side of their nature.


You are in the: Air Group

In business associations, friendships, and marriage, you will find the most congeniality with those who are also in the air group. Air group members have an ability to reach people through the power of the word. They should develop vision and service to humanity. There is a naturally buoyant, enthusiastic zest for life in these people with a desire to lead and motivate others to a better way of life. In order to guard against impulsiveness and intolerance, they need to think more about the practical side of their ideas and plans.


Career List

These are careers that are most suitable to your child’s potential. You may have an opportunity to guide your child to these types of careers.
It is important that when your child is at the age when they are considering careers that they look for opportunities to develop the depth of your child’s technical, scientific, and analytical potential.

Business
Market Research Analyst
Urban Regional Planner
Executive Secretary
Bank Clerk
General Office Clerk
Credit/Loans Officer
Corporate Lawyer
Design
Architect
Forms Analyst/Designer
Graphic Designer
Commercial Photographer
Engraver
Education
Teacher
Professor
Driving Instructor
Software Instructor
Linguist
Engineering
Professional Engineer
Health Care Services
Child Care Worker
Daycare Owner
Dental Assistant
Medical Office Assistant
Optometrist
Optician
Chiropractor
Paramedic
Veterinarian
Services
Home Health Aide
Miscellaneous
Microcomputer Specialist


Although the name of Keleece makes this youngster friendly and generally agreeable, she does not like to be told what to do. As she has a mind of her own, strong discipline will often be necessary. She may experience some difficulty in concentration and memorization. Therefore she should not be rushed in her shcool work, or have heavy demands placed on her. Expression of tact and diplomacy will not come easily to her. Many times she will say the wrong thing at the wrong time, thereby creating misunderstandings. As she grows older she will desire refinement, but this name will not permit the achievement of it in her life. By using this name, she will be limited in her depth of understanding of life and people. The physical weaknesses affecting health due to this name centre in the fluid functions of the body and in the senses of the head. Headaches, weak eyes, poor teeth, or severe sinus conditions could result. Also, kidney or bladder problems could occur.


Your Child's Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your child’s combined names show the desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

The combined names of Keleece Fido indicate that this youngster could achieve remarkable success in the world of business and finance, but not in her personal life. She could be forced to devote herself to financial obligations, which will take precedence over personal expression. Physical weaknesses could show through female problems.

Your Child's Nickname(s)

A child using the name of Leecie will be very expressive, happy, and creative. She will have an intelligent mind and could do well in school if she develops a consistent pattern of study. She will have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time, however, and practical subjects will not hold her interest. She will have a deep, natural love for music, art, drama, and people in general. The name creates an emotional nature lacking in stability that will not allow the youngster the joy of accomplishment found in finishing the things she starts. The name creates a strong desire for rich and sweet foods which could cause skin eruptions and liver ailments as she grows older.

Your Child's Life Purpose/Birthpath for February 22, 2005

This youngster's purpose, as determined by her date of birth, is that of delving into the mysteries of the earth; the reasons, facts, and details of life, to find the practical means by which to guide man in understanding and applying the basic principle of being. She has a natural akinship for people and could create understanding and harmony through giving advice and teaching others to understand themselves. She should not be rushed in school or forced to learn quickly, as she will learn only through a systematic pattern of growth. Her inner nature indicates that she has qualities of perseverance, steadfastness, and reliability and will work hard to accomplish her goals. She will take pride in her personal belongings and have the patience to keep everything neat and tidy. On the whole, she will be content to be at home and attend to her responsibilities and will crave stability in her environment. She is not naturally musical but should be given an outlet in the creative fields in order to teach her to put feeling and expression into her undertakings.
Occupations relative to her path are a bookkeeper, teacher, clerk, secretary, or in any field where thoroughness and attention to detail are required and where she may work directly with others.

It is essential that your child’s name is harmonized or balanced to the birthpath in order to accomplish what your youngster is meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your child’s purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

The fire group has the lesson of responsibility, the lesson of association, working for and with others, coinciding viewpoints and educating and organizing others. Those in the fire group often learn through the fire of experience until they base their decisions on definite principles and are not swayed by others. They are not highly inspirational, as they seek proof through fact and logic.


Career List

These are careers that are most suitable to your child’s potential. You may have an opportunity to guide your child to these types of careers.
It is important that when your child is at the age when they are considering careers that they look for opportunities to develop the depth of your child’s technical, scientific, and analytical potential.

Business
Computer Programmer
General Office Clerk
Cashier
Executive Secretary
Jeweller
Urban Regional Planner
Loans Officer
Design
Furniture Designer
Computer Graphics
Engraver
Education
Teacher
Professor
Tutor
Librarian
Historian
Software Instructor
Linguist
Engineering
Professional Engineer
Health Care Services
Dental Assistant
Dentist
Medical Office Assistant
Optician
Naturopath
Chiropractor
Pharmacist
Veterinarian
Services
Child Care Worker
Home Care Worker
Nanny
Notary Public
Miscellaneous
Geographer
Journalist
Ecologist


The name of Kamerin creates a very competent, responsible nature. Being very capable in handling any responsibilities assigned her, this child will enjoy helping with household duties. She will have an appreciation for money, demonstrating business ability even during childhood years. She could be musical or artistic and, if given proper training, would probably capitalize on these talents. Although this name incorporates many fine qualities, it is too strong in business ability for a girl. Her more feminine qualities could not be fully developed. In later years, any health weaknesses will show in female troubles and worrying.

Your Child's Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your child’s combined names show the desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

The combined names of Kamerin Fido will take this child into stable and successful positions. Likely, responsibilities of some form will be assumed early in life. Worry could adversely affect the state of health or peace of mind depending on other aspects of the child’s nature.

Your Child's Nickname(s)

The name of Kammy will make this youngster so intense and emotional that she will very seldom, if ever, be happy and relaxed. She will be headstrong and outspoken and have a quick temper that is difficult to control. As a result, she will create much misunderstanding. She will be original and creative and will like to work with her hands, as in sculpturing, painting, etcetera, but will find it hard to strive toward a goal and finish what she starts. Tension could cause nervous disorders or she could suffer with problems with the senses of the head and headaches.

The name of Kam will make this young person extremely self-conscious. She will be quite a studious person and inclined to withdraw from association, often appearing cool and aloof to cover up her sensitivity. She will be headstrong and sure of her own opinions and will lack the ability to express with finesse and diplomacy. This name is a very limiting influence. Restricting verbal expression and depth of mind it will not allow her to live a full and happy life.
She could suffer with head tension and congestion of the lungs.

Your Child's Life Purpose/Birthpath for November 4, 2003

According to the time of this youngster's birth, her purpose is to be a diplomat and peace-maker in order to bring greater tolerance and understanding into the lives of others. She must gain a scientific and practical understanding of life and mind to be able to teach and assist others in overcoming their problems. She will desire appreciation and encouragement, and will rely upon the comfort and stability of her home. She must learn the lesson of individuality early in life, for others could take advantage of her thoughtful nature and through not wanting to hurt the feelings of others she could become involved in emotional, bitter experiences. Through a desire to please and to create friendly relations with people she could have difficulty in carrying through her promises due to procrastination. It is her life lesson to work closely with people and as she will constantly attract experiences and association, she will require an understanding of the basic principle to give her the confidence and strength to handle situations that arise.
She could excel in any position where she deals with the public and works in a systematic pattern such as a secretary, stenographer, receptionist, counsellor, adviser, mediator, teacher, or saleslady where the public comes to her. She could also develop her creative talents and learn to show understanding early in life.

It is essential that your child’s name is harmonized or balanced to the birthpath in order to accomplish what your youngster is meant to in life.
A name with opposite qualities to the birthpath does not allow the balanced, natural expression and unfoldment of your child’s purpose. It creates many expressions of frustration, unhappiness, and lack of fulfilment which result from desiring one thing but attracting something else. When the name is not in harmony with one’s purpose, the result is turbulence, discontentment, and stress.

The fire group has the lesson of responsibility, the lesson of association, working for and with others, coinciding viewpoints and educating and organizing others. Those in the fire group often learn through the fire of experience until they base their decisions on definite principles and are not swayed by others. They are not highly inspirational, as they seek proof through fact and logic.

Career List

These are careers that are most suitable to your child’s potential. You may have an opportunity to guide your child to these types of careers.
It is important that when your child is at the age when they are considering careers that they look for opportunities to work with people, to create outlets for the natural diplomatic and intermediary qualities of your child’s birthpath potential.

Business
Fashion/Image Consultant
Executive Secretary
General Office Clerk
Custom House Broker
Buyer (Wholesale/Retail)
Bank Clerk
Career Consultant
Computer Software Instructor
Insurance Adjuster
Labour Relations Officer
Office Manager
Sales Clerk
Urban/Regional Planner
Merchandising Consultant
Advertising Agent
Communications
Diplomat
Reporter/Columnist
Receptionist
Announcer
Linguist
Ombudsman
Design
Interior Designer
Commercial Photographer
Jeweller
Florist
Entertainment
Actor/Actress
Musician
Social Director
Publicity Director
Recreation Director
Health Care Services
Dentist
Dental Hygienist
Dental Assistant
Dietician
Home Health Aide
Homemaker
Medical Office Assistant
Optician
Social Worker
Child Care Worker
Services
Elementary School Teacher
Tutor
Editor
Counselor
Esthetician
Historian
Animal Attendant
Veterinarian
Lawyer
Notary Public
Miscellaneous
Tour Guide
Purser/Flight Attendant
Chef
Nanny
Barber/Hairdresser
Caterer
Travel Agent
Cashier

Your First Name(s)

Your most used first name(s) reveals your personality—your desires, ideals, goals, ambitions, as well as potential health weaknesses.

Your name, Foga'a, reveals that you are cheerful and gregarious and have the ideal of helping those in less fortunate circumstances. You desire wealth not just for yourself, but to share with others. Because you are a quick, analytical thinker, witty, and spontaneous, you excel in debates and arguments. You are positive in opinion and fluent in speech. You could excel in public speaking, in the entertainment industry, or in sales and promotion. You have artistic and musical abilities and would endeavour to commercialize your talents. Being ambitious and visionary, you desire to create the best opportunities. You are the happiest in positions of leadership where you are making decisions and dealing with the public, but you must guard against sarcasm and intolerance, as you expect others to be efficient and meticulous in their business dealings with you.
As you appreciate the best that money can buy, there is a tendency for you to be somewhat extravagant and to pursue the pleasures of life. There are times when you are practical and budget conscious, but it seldom lasts, as you respond generously to others and enjoy the freedom to spend on those pursuits that matter the most to you. However, extravagance tends to spoil your financial success. When you become involved in too many activities, it is difficult to fulfil your responsibilities successfully. You like to do things on the spur of the moment. If activities demand too much detail and become monotonous, your interest and concentration diminish and you look for something new and different.
Your charm and natural affection for others may draw you into emotional experiences and situations. Many times you depend upon your self-expression, personality, spontaneity, and adaptability to carry you through the awkward experiences you attract in your life. You are endowed with a great amount of vitality and energy and your undying enthusiasm and love of life maintains your youthful outlook. Though many times the conditions in your life are fortunate, they are not as stable as you would like them to be.
Health weaknesses tend to centre in the liver and bloodstream which may be brought on through over-eating of wrong foods.

The surname of Tautalatasi has created people with intelligent minds and good business judgment. Should they be taken into the business world, they prefer to run the business quite independently, permitting interference from no one. They think things out very carefully and then act on their ideas, often with successful results. Because they seem aloof and often bear a serious expression, others find it difficult to get to know these people. Feeling that no one really understands them, they stay much to themselves. These people find great enjoyment and relaxation in nature, by themselves, near the woods and the water, perhaps fishing. They enjoy a way of life that is of a high standard and so they would strive to incorporate a degree of quality in their physical surroundings——their home, their possessions, and their attire. While the name has produced refined qualities, it does take away the spontaneity and naturalness in expression that is necessary in establishing a happy environment. Because open, relaxed discussion does not come easily, misunderstandings arise and barriers are put up between members of the family. Since it is a name that does not produce a giving nature, it does not engender the compatibility and understanding that are vital to building a close bond within the family. The men in this family could suffer with generative problems; the women, female disturbances.

Your Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny

Your combined names show your desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments.

Your combined names of Foga'a Va'aulu bring unstable conditions into your life. You are called upon to be of service to people in some way, and to express kindness, sympathy, and understanding. However, you are often taken advantage of, and you receive little in return for your efforts. Unless you exercise discretion, you could easily become involved in emotional entanglements. These names attract losses of whatever means the most to you, people, possessions, or the positions you work hardest to achieve. Tragedy, separation, estrangements, or divorce could occur. These names create a sensitive and high-strung nature, and attune you to thoughts and feelings that you are not able to understand or control properly. This sensitivity and tension could affect your nervous system, and cause nervous disorders.

The combined names of Foga'a Tautalatasi require you to assume responsibilities on behalf of others; people turn to you for advice and counsel desiring your sympathetic understanding to their needs. You attract those who are in need and have little to offer you in return. Your time is not your own, and you find it difficult to carry through with your own plans. Others influence you too readily, with the result that you are diverted from attending to your own responsibilities and goals. A tendency to procrastinate makes it difficult to achieve the financial stability, the level of affluence, and the settled conditions you desire. You are unable to unfold your individual creativity as you should. These names could draw you into undesirable circumstances through association with those who do not have your best interests in mind. There could be weakness affecting the fluid functions of the body, with a possible weight problem.

Your Nickname(s)

The name of Flo has made you serious, and desirous of stable, settled conditions in home and family. It gives you a well-balanced outlook on life and good business judgment. You accept responsibilities readily and willingly, and can respond with good sense when important decisions need to be made. You desire to help people and you could be exceptionally capable in any field of service such as institutional work. In your desire to help, however, you could take on the responsibilities of others and be considered interfering. Excessive worry could affect your mental health.

The name of Snaka does not allow the expression of your inner potential as it limits your mental vision and perspective to people and their personalities rather than the universal reason and overall ideal in life. You like people and can be quite friendly, but have a stubborn streak and seldom change your mind once it is made up. You find it difficult to express your thoughts and often say the wrong thing at the wrong time. While using this name you will never be content with your environment as it is opposite to the refinement you desire. This name creates conditions around you that are restricting and will prevent you from having the luxuries you desire. The physical weaknesses of this name are centred in the fluids of the body and the senses of the head, causing either headaches, eyes, teeth or sinus disorders, also kidney and bladder weakness.

Your Business Signature(s)

Your business signature denotes the degree of your financial success and the type of occupations you are drawn into.

To the extent that you use the business signature of Flo Va'aulu, it would create unstable and unsettled conditions that do not bring long-term financial success even though, in the short term, these conditions may seem very promising, and provide a variety of experiences with opportunities for self-expression. A tendency to act too spontaneously makes budgeting and financial planning difficult. You often wonder how to meet expenses; however, good luck usually steps in at the last minute to save you from some difficult circumstances. Success would be limited and short-lived. This signature brings many disappointments and too much instability for progress and financial accumulation.

Your Life Purpose/Birthpath for October 1, 1955

The understanding of and appreciation for scientific knowledge would be a natural expression of your purpose. Your role is to explore the principles upon which life is based, and to show through analysis and research how mathematics relates to life and humanity. Your logical interpretation of life could enable you to develop depth and breadth of thought allowing you to pursue and develop writing skills.
A stable home environment that nurtures security, consistency, and orderliness would be important to your well-being and contentment. Happiness would come through your accomplishments based on steadfastness and thoroughness in everything you undertake.
Within you is a requirement to be independent, to be mentally active and efficient, and to advance original ideas of practical creativity, for example, in scientific techology or in hobbies and crafts allowing for experimentation and innovation. Your greatest enjoyment could come in scientific or practical thought combined with working with your hands. Your role is to learn through self-education and self-discipline to become a leader in your specialized field of endeavour. By observing and understanding people and by appreciating their points of view you could overcome any tendency to be obstinate, self-centred, or discontent over trifles.
Within your potential is an appreciation of activities in the outdoors, and of working with the elements of nature, as in horticulture. Time spent alone would be necessary in order to think about life and plan your activities. Many lessons could be learned through the observation and analysis of the phenomena and intelligence that expresses throughout the universe.

It is essential that your name is harmonized or balanced to your birthpath in order that you accomplish what you are meant to in life.

The water group expresses in a matter-of-fact, direct, independent way, and is responsible for establishing the practical understanding of life. Water group members learn through their own efforts in self-education and self-discipline to become leaders sharing with others the benefit of their experiences. They are self-sufficient and creative but have to guard against being self-centred. Those in the water group appreciate the outdoors and find harmony and peace in nature.

Career List

Look for opportunities in whatever occupation you are in to develop the depth of your technical, scientific, and analytical potential.

Accounting
Bookkeeper
Data Entry Clerk
Business
Business Owner
Claims Adjuster
Computer Operator
Equipment Operator
Economist
Electrician
Financial Analyst
Merchant
Print Press Operator
Construction Trades
Contractor
Foreman
Design
Cabinet/Furniture Maker
Carpenter
Draftsperson
Dressmaker/Tailor
Education
Vocational Teacher
Engineering
Professional Engineer
Architect
Health Care Services
Dental Technician
Pharmacist
Outdoor Occupations
Stone Mason
Agriculturalist
Farmer
Forester
Logger
Horticulturalist
Letter Carrier
Scientific Professions
Anthropologist
Astronomer
Biochemist
Biologist
Botanist
Chemical Engineer
Geologist
Physicist
Zoologist
Scientific Inventor
Laboratory Technician
Services
Ambulance Attendant
Technicians
Computer Repair Technician
Aircraft Assembler
Aircraft Mechanic
Autobody Mechanic
Miscellaneous
Computer Instructor/Specialist
Air Traffic Controller
Baker
Geographer



Gee I would post my whole families meanings of their names. Makes me wonder my mom's thought process to my name. Marleenna Susana Va'aulu was my birth name. From the stories I hear my mom liked Days of our lives and Marleinna was her favorite actress. Or I think she liked the name. Anyway, she ended up liking the name so much she wanted to name her daughter Marleinna. Only thing is she ended up having twins. Her doctor literally thought she was having one big baby because my sister and I were on top of  eachother w/ our hearts beating as one. It's cool to say that but to have it be true is AWESOME! I love telling that story. Of course I had to be the one on the bottom of my sister so she ate almost all the food in my mamas belly and I ended up being in a incabator for a while because I was pretty weak. I'm supposed to be talking about my name and I straight went into my birth. Oh goodness! hahahaha Anyway, So she wanted to keep the name Marleinna and figured she'd try to come up w/ another name similar and well.....Marleenna was as good as it was gonna get. I find it weird that she chose to add that extra "N" in my name cause it's unneccessary. I always get teased about how it ephasizes the name so they extend the ee's and try to make it sound funny. I'm used to it though. My sister and my name are so similar anyway we both answer to eachother's name because no one ever gets them right. lol Not because we look alike but because they can't get the names associated to the right person.

Well enough about names! I think I done exhausted the name game I'm starting to hate my name now! hahahaha jk. Ending this blog w/ a quote:  “Don’t overact the story of your name. Overact the story of your work.” ― Karl Lagerfeld